John Fairfax, my great-great-grandfather, is a perfect example of a man who did not let his crucible experience define him. Rather, his crucible experience was the springboard to bring his vision to life. It created an inflection point that changed the path of his life and the course of my family’s future.
John Fairfax was born in 1804 in the county of Warwickshire in England (hence the first name that my father and I have). He did not grow up a wealthy man. At age twelve, John was apprenticed to a local bookseller and printer. At age twenty, he moved to London to work for the Morning Chronicle newspaper. He later moved back to Warwickshire and founded the Leamington Chronicle.
John’s Crucible Moment
In 1836, John was faced with a crucible moment. His paper published an article condemning the conduct of a local lawyer. The lawyer sued the paper. While the court ruled in favor of John Fairfax and the Leamington Chronicle, the lawyer —knowing that John’s resources were limited — sued the paper again. The court again ruled in favor of John and the paper. Unfortunately, the heavy legal expenses forced John into bankruptcy.
The bankruptcy left John devastated. All that he had dreamed of over the last decade seemed to be gone. The townspeople, including friends from his local church, wanted to raise money to support John and help the Leamington Chronicle continue, but John would not accept charity.
Moving Forward
In 1838 John and his wife, Sarah, took their three young children on the arduous four month journey to Australia. John felt unfairly persecuted, but he did not give up on his dream of building his own newspaper. If anything, the dream and the vision grew.
John’s vision of building a paper “without fear to express opinion…without the reproach of self-interest, sworn to no master and free from the narrow interests of sectarianism” eventually would become a reality. In 1841, John purchased the Sydney Morning Herald.
The existing motto of the paper fit neatly into John’s vision: “In moderation placing all my glory, while Tories call me Whig – and Whigs a Tory.” In today’s language, it would read, “while Conservatives call me Liberal and Liberals call me Conservative.” Unlike many papers of the day, John’s newspaper would not be a party newspaper.
John was able to forgive the wrong done to him and was not bitter. Years later, John would return to Leamington and pay off the debts of his creditors, even though he did not have to. They were wiped clean in bankruptcy. John even paid off the debts of the lawyer who had unfairly sued him.
What can we learn from John’s story?
– Our failures don’t have to define us. – Our failures can sometimes be a catalyst for bold risk-taking. – Our crucible moments can increase our determination and expand our vision — and help bring that vision to life. – To be able to move forward, we need to forgive.
John’s story is a great example of how a crucible experience of great loss, tragedy, and unfair persecution can motivate us to achieve our vision. We could do well to learn from John Fairfax and the way he allowed his crucible experience to propel him forward.
Reflection
How can your crucible experience motivate you to achieve your vision, and perhaps an expanded vision? How can you let go of any bitterness you may have toward others?
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I have found that when you use a crucible moment to help others, it can be very healing. When we take the focus off ourselves and try to use what we have been through to help others, it can make a huge difference in our spirit and our lives. Living such a life — using the pain of a crucible experience to help others — is what leading a life of significance is all about. But how do we get to a place where our experiences empower us rather than define us?
What is a Crucible Moment?
First, we need to define what a crucible moment is. Typically, it’s a painful experience that changes us. If we choose, it can be like a refining fire, molding us into something new. We can either wallow in our misfortune or we can choose to use our pain to help others and lead a life of significance. How we use our pain depends on the type of experience we have had. No person’s crucible moment is exactly the same as anyone else’s. Rather, each experience is incredibly personal.
A crucible moment can include the following difficult experiences:
The loss of a business. Losing your job or being fired. Living with a health challenge such as cancer. Having your marriage end in divorce. Losing a loved one.
Crucible moments such as these can be searing. How do you recover from losing a job that you have put everything you have into? What about feeling like you were unfairly fired from your job? Maybe you have a health challenge, due to the poor genetics in your family. How is that fair? Or what about having your marriage end in divorce after years of being together? How do you carry on with life, alone? What does each day look like when someone you love has passed away?
Find Time for Reflection
When faced with a crucible experience, the first step to moving beyond it and finding the purpose to your pain is through reflection. You have to first understand what you are feeling and why, as well as understand what happened, before you can take the next step to moving on.
Here are some steps to help with reflection:
Be honest with yourself. Assess how much of the situation was your fault. Perhaps you played a role in being fired. In a health challenge, assess how much your lifestyle (diet and exercise) was a contributing factor. With a divorce, perhaps it was not all his or her fault. Maybe your behavior or actions did not help, either.
Ask for input. Get input from others who know and care about you. Perhaps some coworkers can give you their perspective as to why you were fired. Some loved ones, if asked, might be able to help you determine how much of what led to your divorce was your fault and what was not.
Take responsibility. This might involve accepting the role you played in being fired, getting divorced, or the impact that an unhealthy lifestyle may have played in your health situation.
Accept and Forgive
Very often with crucible moments, acceptance and forgiveness are key. If you made mistakes that led to the loss of your business or your job, you have to accept it and own it, and then forgive those you might have a grudge against. It is not easy, as I know all too well. In a health challenge, you might have eaten properly and exercised, and might have still gotten sick. You might be angry at the world or at God. Or with a marriage, you might have suffered abuse and, understandably, have a lot of anger.
To be able to move on you have to forgive, whether or not the other person deserves forgiveness. Forgiveness is as much about helping you move on, as it is about showing grace toward the other person. Forgiveness is a choice. It is not about how you feel. To be able to forgive, sometimes talking to a trained therapist can help. Prayer or meditation can also be very helpful.
Moving On: Using Your Experience to Help Others
The key to moving on after acceptance and forgiveness is finding ways to help others using your own experience. Losing a business or being fired can give you empathy for others who have been through something similar and perhaps you have some insights that might help others avoid what you have been through. This could mean being a mentor to other business leaders.
Living with a health challenge can give you a degree of empathy to come alongside others, such as those battling with cancer, that other people are not really able to. Perhaps you could join or lead a group of cancer survivors, for instance.
With a divorce or the loss of a loved one, you could be part of groups that exist to help such people. For instance, you could join a group of spouses of veterans who have lost their loved ones, or a group for people coping with loss or, depending on the situation, be part of a group who have suffered abuse in their marriage.
Whatever your experience is, there is immense strength in sharing your story. It’s not only empowering, but it can help to light the way for those who are walking a similar path. Helping others who are going through what you have been through can be incredibly healing. The pain never completely goes away, but when we use our pain to help others, we find purpose to our pain and to our lives.
If you’re ready to find power and purpose in your crucible moment, I encourage you to ask yourself the following reflective questions. To dive even deeper, feel free to download our free Crucible Leadership workbook.
Reflection
What type of crucible experience have you been through?
Who do you have to forgive?
How can you use the pain you have been through to help others?
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I was walking on Siesta Key Beach in Sarasota, Florida, a few weeks ago — the day before we were to return to Maryland. Siesta Key Beach is rated as one of the top beaches in the US, but today it was shrouded in fog. You could barely see 100 yards in front of you, out to the Gulf or inland to the condos lining the beach. The fog was so dense that you could feel the moisture on your skin.
The fog made me think of vision. Having your vision become reality is like walking on the beach in a dense fog. You have this sense that you are going in the right direction, but you rarely see your exact goal in the distance. Your goals and vision may evolve and change over time as you keep heading forward. It’s much like Walt Disney’s vision of animated cartoons telling stories that later evolved into color feature-length films like Snow White and, ultimately, into theme parks like Disneyland.
Cognitively, you have this sense you are going in the right direction because your vision lines up with your beliefs and your aptitude. Your vision may well have come out of a crucible experience that makes you want to make a difference, perhaps so that other people won’t go through what you went through. But in your gut, you know this just makes sense. It is the right thing for you to do. You are on the right path.
To me the fog is beautiful. If there was no fog, we could see our goals and vision clearly and no faith would be required. People of faith think of the verse in Hebrews that says, “Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” More broadly, we believe there is a plan and that somehow what we have been through is going to help others, or just simply that our lives will count for something.
So, we keep going, one step at a time, through the fog — not quite sure where we will end up, but confident that we are going down the right path. Sometimes, as we reach our goal or perhaps a key milestone, we see something unexpected. In this case, as I reached the end of the beach I saw this bush with shells hung on the branches. I have walked to this end of the beach many times before, but I don’t remember seeing shells on the bush. Perhaps it was always there, and I did not notice. Or perhaps it just came there during the mystery of the fog.
Reflection
Reflect on the vision you have. Spend five minutes and write down the vision that you feel is pushing you forward.
How much do your trust your vision and the path that is unfolding?
Assuming you do believe you are on the right path, how can you keep trusting the process? Who can you talk to that can encourage you to stay the course?
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